The Hardest Day

This is a really hard day for me. It's a day I've known that's been coming for weeks. Anxiety makes things much, much harder than they should be. I can't control some of that, but I can lay things down here in this post. I can repeat: It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. Everything will be okay. I'm okay. It's okay. Everything IS okay. I can. I can. I can. I can. I can. I can. Maybe if I say it enough, I'll begin to believe it. 

P.S. I'm good, I'm good now.

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"For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." — Jeremiah 29:11

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it's okay,

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it's okay, what's next?

Manifesting: 

1) I want to prepare my appearance/body to feel confident for social media & new job.

2) I want to build a consistent aesthetic and message for my social media platforms.

3) I want a job I can handle, enjoy, and make good money while I pursue becoming an author.

4) I want to be a New Your Times best-selling author.

5) I want to go on a nice vacation and buy a house. 

Action:

- Go to preschool class

- Go to hand appt.

- Clear headed for fantasy group