My Own Thoughts

It's quiet in my living room right, just light streaming through the window. The washing machine behind me is going, the quiet hum of the fridge, and my thoughts.

I'm so afraid of my own thoughts. Of my mind. 

I don't feel right in the head, I don't feel like everything is working quite properly.

But, I'm working on it. I'm letting it be. I'm trying not to feel guilty.

I'm a depressed this morning, but it's okay.

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"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:4-7

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it's okay,

jj

it's okay, what's next?

Manifesting: 

1) I want to prepare my appearance/body to feel confident for social media & new job.

2) I want to build a consistent aesthetic and message for my social media platforms.

3) I want a job I can handle, enjoy, and make good money while I pursue becoming an author. (With that, peace about whatever school we put my daughter in.)

4) I want to be a New Your Times best-selling author.

5) I want to go on a nice vacation and buy a house. 

Actions:

- Take it slow today, write & edit

- Laundry/podcast